When a woman looks at her body why is it that she doesn’t see the beauty in it? Most women I know wanna lose some weight, but it’s like we know we must not, yet we sneak in unhealthy food Through Journey I learnt about how I suppress painful emotions by stuffing food in myself, I still sneak in unhealthy food but I’m better, meaning I do it but I do it much less compared to before So Day 1 today, and I just wanna say I have no plan, for a mind-type like me, not having a plan is extremely unusual, but this adventure of mine is gonna be unplanned, no rules, no structure even as I am typing the words my brain is going into a frenzy

I’m on a bus on my way to a 4 day trek in Iceland with my best friend. We had no time to have breakfast and so I ate some food I was carrying. No one else ate anything, just me, it’s like I’m obsessed with food On the bus they told us we’d have a picnic around noon before starting on the trek and my mind relaxed, it’s like I need food around me at all times, just in case. Ever felt like that?