Feeling low today, eaten three gingerbread biscuits left over from Christmas and a cheese slice, not bathed, on my forth movie, booked a fifth one at the cinema for 8.30 called Wazir. Relationships, I seem to suck at them, I don’t get men and they don’t seem to get me. Ask me how I feel, I can’t even tell you that, I don’t know, I’m so shut down to my body sometimes, I know it’s hard for me to get any work done in this state, I love making lists 😆 they just keep on increasing, sitting still is my least favourite thing in this world, and yet to really know myself that’s the road I’m gonna have to take. I can zone out very easily, numb myself, tv does that for me, I was taught a mood is an emotion and a story, hmm what’s my story? What’s my emotion? 😆 😆 😆 😆