Today is unwinding day! My hotel room has a bath tub I just tub baths had 2 baths already Today is also reflection day A day with no laptop, no place to be, nothing to do and this is when my thoughts come down to me… What do I think of my body? Of my health? What am I willing to do about it? Honestly I used to look and feel a lot hotter that I do now That’s the truth and saying that out loud helps, acknowledging it helps me! On one hand I wanna wear clothes that look better less the few kgs on the other hand I don’t know how to let go of my love or need for unhealthy comfort food My cheese, my chocolate, my rice, my dal chawal, my Maggi noodles, Maggi oh my Maggi noodles thou art my comfort food, a piece of my happiness Not only let go unhealthy food but to actually be disciplined about my daily exercise ‍, I am so not a disciplined person, it’s not a part of my DNA ‍ This feels very much like that mountain and me at the bottom with an uphill battle, I can feel the weight on my shoulders building